Birds of a Feather Flock Together

It's been a year and 2 months and 12 days I'm here in MIMET. After a year, I found myself being so comfortable, secured and happy like I've always been despite the workloads, rumors and whatnots that are never tired of attacking me.

I believe that I am as jovial and happy as I always be because of these people whom I hang out with who are so helpful whenever I'm in trouble.

Ujie, the hot Mama. She's just gave birth to a handsome baby boy.

Kaspi (or Kash), single, rich and healthy.

AzROY Zoy, Taken and has a very sensitive skin.

Aimi. Single and available. Kind-hearted. Garang too. =P

Sarah and Kak Nik (or Nicky), the English unit team. They are crazy because they are TESLians too.

The cat that I have a share on, Ms. Tiger. So manja one!

Karl Haykal b. Nabil Fikri, the prince charming. Cepatlah besar!

Birds of a feather flock together. So, what kind of feather you wear?

2011 (Maybe These are some of the Things that I want, and Some are Unexpected)

2011...2011...2011...

Well, 3 days to go, and we'll be in 2011.
I'm not going to talk about my 2011 resolutions. No, I haven't planned my 2011 yet.
However, my 2010 is the best year of my life so far. It's the new beginning, new transition which I think I did well.

2010 is the year where I began my serious career - teaching. I was ambivalent sometimes, at odd times, but I think I'm sure that this is the thing that I love doing. This is the profession that I just have to embrace. At times, yes, I felt like shit - I was busted, I taught them wrong things, I was lazy and demotivated, I was clueless, and whatnots. Despite the downfalls, there were more than often, I felt like they just can't live without me that made me felt like this is what I am meant to do, and somehow, I think that I belong to this place - my workplace. (and maybe I'm gonna stay longer here, let's see). I am so grateful to Allah...

2010 is the year in which I should be proud of myself. I don't come from a luxurious family, my parents would never pay for my petty trivial things that I want that they thought were not my priority. Yes, my parents have to control every single flow of the moolah, for they had to raise 7 children. This understanding 6th child seemed not to show rebels or unpleasant attitude if the wishes were not their commands. Somehow, I should be grateful this year, that I finally could be the one who is the resource of the family. I paid for the home groceries, I bought presents for my parents, brother and sisters, and I gave them pocket money monthly. I do it because I can afford it now. back then, I beg for money from my family (beg is too much of a word. ASKED) especially my father. I can say that I pay for my every single thing by my own, even though there were times where I was flat broke and must kept going alone. There were times where I just ate bread for one whole day because I have to pay for my rental house. I was too shy to ask from my parents, for it was quite a big amount of money. However, there were times where I made my friends and family happy when everything was on me. That's how I see it, money;come and go. Nevertheless, I can be proud of myself, for I can afford a simple cute car on my own, shoes, handbags; even though they are not from famous designers, pay for my bills, and an expensive phone, and still can live happily through out the month. I am so grateful to Allah...

2010 is the year that I could see that my life is leading to a better stage. I have found a perfect man of my life, whom I wasn't sure about living my whole life with in the past few months, and got the approval from my family.
By the way, my family is expanding now, where we're having a new pregger among us, which is my sister who just got married in June 2010. My niece was selected to become the school prefect, where the teachers thought she is responsible, smart and reliable to the school. I don't know, all I can say is I am so grateful to have this wonderful life with my lovely expanding family. I am so grateful to Allah...

2010 is the year where I've expanded my networking. I have new friends from other campuses, and we get along very very very well. I think my social skill is improved, the way I carry myself has somehow polished and I am more confident with myself now. I don't give a damn to whatever people might want to say, have said, or say about me, I will just live my life, appreciate every single petty things around me and go to those who care because that makes me happy. No matter how they want to provoke me, to trigger my dark side, be my pleasure, I'll handle with care. This is the year where I really really enjoy my life in my own way. I am so grateful to Allah...

Wow, 2010 is reaching the end. My life is now changed, better and happy still. Wow. 2010. It's like a total new dimension of my life as compared to 2009. Let's pray for these good things in us will still be with us, so that we can spread it to everyone inside the bubbles. InsyaAllah...

This is just a brief conclusion of my 2010 with no deep extensions. Playing with words is just not my forte.Maybe these are some of the things that I want, and the rest are Unexpected.

Okay, next! Buy a house, further my study, build a family. InsyaAllah. :)

P.S: I know that this post is so sudden. It popped out just like that. I forgot the sign in email of this blog until just now when it came flowing into my memory like a leaking pipe. Haha!

Motherland and Loverboy

Happy 53rd Independence Day!

and Happy 3 years of Happiness to us!

this was 3 years ago (I was still young. and cute..and...)

counting for the next phase for this ship

Apparently none of us is a camwhore. Well, the camera doesn't love me tho. I don't remember having any latest photo together. Hurmm..

Hello, Please Meet Her

Yes, my Angelfish, Mable. Haha..

Mable with Boy, staring at me, who is now a night-potato-couchs!



Being a potato couch at home after work, my attebtion will be diverted not only to the TV, but also to the funny fishes in that tank, that is next to the TV. Everytime Boy makes that bubbles, I will think that he is hungry. No, he is not. He just love to entertain me.



Meanwhile, as for Mable, I found out that she loves Readhead. Yes, my orange cactus.

See, she loves to float on that side of the bowl...Oh, there's is Bulge, another cactus of mine.

I found this funny, somehow. She will be floating, staring at Redhead, smwimming around, and come back to the same spot, to stare at the plant. Maybe one day I should move this plant to somewhere else and see what sill happen to her. Haha!

By the way, my Tiger Barb, which I am yet to give him a name, seems so sad. Actually he is a schooling fish. Hence, he will be sad when he saw nobody of the same species. Only once in a while he will be seen swimming around with Boy, the goldfish. But lately I can rarely see him. He would be found hiding behing the plastic plant I put inside the bowl.

Maybe, I should get his friends later. Wait, to get a school of Tiger Barb requires me a bigger tank. Well..maybe I shall trade him at the aquarium shop.

Meanwhile, my swordtail, Rae and Blige, I will surely get your new friends soon.

Fish!

Everyday, every time I watch TV, I can't help but to look at my lonely goldfish. his partner died a week ago. Well, he committed suicide, I'd say. He jumped out of the bowl which I believe had been days stranded crying for help. Haha! Eh. Poor lil fish.

The lonely goldfish, lets call him boy; loves to do the bubble while staring at me, who is sitting on the couch, that facing the TV, that is next to the bowl, in which he is swimming. Sometimes he circle around the bowl, chasing, oh, I don't know.

Meanwhile, from the couch, when I turn my head to my right, down a bit to the feet level, I'll see the small square aquarium, where I keep the swordtails. Ah, by the way, there are only two swordtails left; Ry and Blige only. Jay was found floated on the surface, not so many days back. i don't know the reason of the death.

Staring at the two tanks where I keep my fish, more than often I feel like giving up. Not only I don't find keeping a fish as ideal, where we are actually take them away from their habitat; I also feel like I don't have the time to feed them. I tend to forget. Well, maybe because they are too little as compared to cats. Fishes don't meow like cats if they're hungry. Fish don't come to us and rub themselves to our feet like cats do. Okay, that shows the unideal parts that I'm talking about. Urm. Guess so.

But hey! Guess what??

I just bought two new fish! I intended to get him (the lonely goldfish) a new friend. Yes, I did. In fact, two new friends! However, they are not goldfish! It happened when I stopped by the road to buy coconut drink. Well, Manjung is really really hot that I feel that I need to wet my throat all the time!

After lunch, I drove around the small town until I saw a banana fritters stall that sells coconut drink. I maneuvered my car across the street to get that cooling drink. As I stopped the car, and getting ready to get out of it, I was fascinated by a school of goldfish that was swimming happily in a tank inside an aquarium shop, a few meters from me.

Suddenly I forgot about my deserted throat and went straight to the shop. I believed that, that was the time for me to get him a new friend. Surprisingly enough to me, instead of browsing the goldifsh in that tank, I walked through the row of tanks and browsed other fishes.

I asked the owner about compatible fish to be put together inside my goldfish bowl. Well, most of the tanks have the compatible fishes. After browsing and thinking, I decided to get Anglefish and Tiger Barb to be his new friends. Now I have two new fishes! I hope they befriend with each other inside that not so big bowl.

To my swordtails, wait, babies, I'll get you new friends from your breed, okay. =)

Oh, I told SailorBoy about my new hobby. Err..well, maybe a hobby. He told me that one day, we might have something like this at home...

"Yay!!"

On Radio to Work

sacrifice

Sometimes I hate it.

No, not hate. Dislike.

Sometimes he dislikes it too.

We dislike it when the time appears to be difficult for us.

Nevertheless, I know.

I know this is the best for him now.

Yes, at least for now.

I don't want you to quit. I know you can go further in this.

The perfect time will come for us, baby. We'll be there, someday.

....is he the one? Now I'm not sure.









Really.

ATTENTION: Well...

...it's only my birthday wishes. Nothing big, really.

1. A netbook. I am really in need of a new computer, for the one that I'm using now has been challneging my patience so much. It's like, hello, I've been using it for almost 5 years, with one-time-concussion. A serious concussion. Nobody can handle my lappy but me. Trust me, you will never can wait for it's lagging or troubleshoot it's problem like I do.

Well, it can be Asus...

..or this handsome Acer Ferrari.

2. Stabilizer bar, for Ahbie.

ee nee mini my nee mo. okay, red one!

Ah, okay, that's all. See, I am not hard to be taken care of. =P

Other than that, of course I wish for happiness for my family, friends and myself. Many happy returns! ;D

p.s: My birthday is 13 days to go, yea.

Hatiku Seram

wah~ kau dah nak kawen, kawen la..jangan la ajak aku kawen ngan kau. Y_Y

ohh..kau dah nak kawen, kawen la...jangan la nak buat aku bestfriend, nak bagi aku saree segala bagai..kita pernah kawan ke. Y_Y

(walaupun aku suka gila nak pakai saree)


Oh, kau buat aku serammmm... T_T

That Friend

I think I've lost that friend.

I think I've lost him, a friend who cares about me and loves me more than himself.

I think I've lost a friend whom I care about, no matter what the flaws are.

I think I've lost a friend who will take care of me as if I'm his little princess.

I think I've lost that friend, as he's no where to be found in my radar; so suddenly.

Where have you gone? Is there anything wrong that I've done?

Please come back.

Soon.

Or later, it doesn't really matter.

I think I've lost that friend, which the thought that I don't want to think of.

I just can't afford not to be attached to you.

My May/June (Interval)

WoW!!!!

Where do I sit/stand?


WoW~

My Pet

Well, well.

I am never fond of keeping fish as a pet. Other than not being able to play with me, I don't find it as an ideal pet for me, for they can't clean themselves. err..I mean I'll need to clean the tank regularly. it is time consuming, right? Ha-ha. So lazy one!

Somehow, for some reasons, I need to keep them at home.

Here, meet my fishes. They are from the Swordfish family (according to the tauke). By the way, pardon their names. Lolz. It came in randomly after I bought them, right after I stepped into the car.

Ma (pronounced as 'mae'), the first fish in the flocks that I believed has captured my eyes in that large tank.

Ry, that has a errm..kinda good digestive system . See there. the feces?

Blige, the sprinter. He loves to swim fast around the bowl (almost all the time), and chase other friends. And he eats a lot too!

Sean. he loves to eat too. He's body is a wonderland beautiful for it reflects blue color.

Jay, or J for short. His personality is yet to be discovered.

So, if you notice, after reshuffling the names, I suppose you can get their names clearly...Ha Ha! ;p I think I need to change the names, tho. I don't see the significance here.

HUrrmm..it looks like the virtual fish tank that I used to have.

One more thing, I don't have a stool or table to put them on. Well, I'm in a process of moving into a new house, therefore my expenses is s bit tight this time. Wait ah babies, for now, you'll have to stay on the white clean floor.

"La la la!!~"

"to people out there, stop having your virtual fish tank!! Keep me as your pet! Living pet!!"

He :
I'll never tie the knot until I know you're with someone else. I mean, have
found the replacement.

She:
Why? Is the marriage the last resort of not being together with me?

He :
Nope...I just want to assure that you're not alone. I don't want you to be alone.

Of Celebrations

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!


Being brought up in a family of teachers has somehow driven me to be a teacher, myself.

By the way, don't forget to check out as many Google homepages as many as you can (apparently this is the thing I look forward for on every celebration=P).

Click Google Malaysia. :)

http://www.google.com.my/

Shhhhh!

Hey, I have a secret!

I wanna go to Dubai.

Eh. I mean a dream. My dream is to go to Dubai!

Hm...

Maybe I know

deep in my soul

That love never lasts

I've got a tight grip on
reality
But I can't let go what's in front of me
here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you
wake up

Leave me some proof,

it's not a dream

And I'm on my way
to believing...

This Song

We used to sing this song together...
We would keep on replaying this song again and again and again on our long long journey.

He said that this song is for me.
"the song is suffice to tell you my feelings. It tells our story," that's what he told me.

And I, I had to agree with that as I know that this is beyond what we've ever thought too.


This is like a miracle to him.
Ditto, love.

He used to sing this song to me. He's quite a talent, trust me.



Now that he's away.....
...nobody's gonna sing the song to me anymore.

It's 1.33 am, and I miss you.

Do come back soon so that we can sing again.

Rawak

Tiba-tiba...

...rasa macam-macam benda pulak nak kena fikir..

OooOOooo..So This is the One..

Emmmm...Nakkkk!! ;D