This Song

We used to sing this song together...
We would keep on replaying this song again and again and again on our long long journey.

He said that this song is for me.
"the song is suffice to tell you my feelings. It tells our story," that's what he told me.

And I, I had to agree with that as I know that this is beyond what we've ever thought too.


This is like a miracle to him.
Ditto, love.

He used to sing this song to me. He's quite a talent, trust me.



Now that he's away.....
...nobody's gonna sing the song to me anymore.

It's 1.33 am, and I miss you.

Do come back soon so that we can sing again.

Rawak

Tiba-tiba...

...rasa macam-macam benda pulak nak kena fikir..

OooOOooo..So This is the One..

Emmmm...Nakkkk!! ;D

I Pledge...

Hello.

It's been months, huh?

Well..He's leaving soon. So soon. It was so sudden when he heard that news. It was so sudden when he uttered it from his mouth that I thought it was just a gag, as we were happily laughing over some funny matters. For that, I believed that it was unplanned by him. It was unintentionally.

And because of that, sailorBoy, below are my pledges while you are away, that I hope it'll eventually becomes my norms.

1. I pledge that I will never exceed 120mph, be it on a freeway or on my way to work.

2. I pledge that I will slow down upon the yellow light, not to fight the red light.

3. I pledge that I will never ramp the engine like a crazy driver.

4. I pledge that I will control my expenditure on shoes. (well, I'm sure I can do this one as I have just bought 6 pairs).

remember this? I snapped it during our stop at Hentian Sungai Buloh :)

Well yes, He's signing on on May 1st, and he knew about this today (Thursday). For this time, He's taking Puteri Firus, back and forth Bintulu-Japan. It was quite saddening to me as the dream that we are in is still on and it was interrupted by the awakening news, so suddenly.

However, I'm okay with it (at least for now). We still can keep in touch at least once a week, aite? Just like we did it when I was still a student. :)

My prayers will always be with you, and the crews on board. May all of you have a smooth sail. With love from all of us who never stop thinking of all of you, who never stop pray for your safety and health, I hope that the months will go by overnight (it is not necessary to trust this one).

Anyway, you didn't know this - I heard this song everyday on road; and this song is always for you.


One more thing that you must know.
After the 3 weekends spending time together like there's no tomorrow, I believe that the feelings are mutual now. You know what I mean. We've discussed about it, eh? :P

p.s: Sayang, for item no. 1, can I at least not exceed 140mph on a freeway, please? Pleeaaassee??

"yes, you can"
really? okay, babai. you know that I love you, right? :P

My BFF

Hello :)

Hey~ Lo~ :O

Well, I'd love to show off my BFF. Err..I don't really like the term, BFF tho.

After years (many many years, I mean); since I was still a kid (to him), he is my soulmate, I'd say. He knows me inside-outside. He strengthens my points without me having to tell him. He unveils my most secretive feelings. I just can't keep anything from him - *sigh*. He knows how my system goes. He even knows the person I love the most. He's ready to protect me and biff those who screw me up!

I heart him muchos that I'd cry myself to sleep should he's no longer there to protect me. ;(

No, he doesn't want to be famous. He refuses his photo or anything about him to be published anywhere, unless for the Ministry purpose i.e. Jabatan Pendaftaran, for the I.C and passport.
But I've already published this. So how now? Shall I just proceed with your photo? ;p

Thank you for being such a darling to me. Eh, making me such a darling to you. Hihi :)

I heart you too :)

Oh, I shall change the title to My BBF then ;)

From Her to You.

Hello, how are you today?

What are you doing?

Have you taken your bath?

Breakfast / lunch/ dinner?

Have fun with Dj. :)

Hitting the bed already?

No no no...She doesn't care at what time did he wake up this morning. She doesn't want to know if he'd taken his meals. It's up to him when is he going to take his bath, with whom he wants to go out today, what he's doing, etc. She doesn't even care. She doesn't even want to know or ask about it.

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Because those are the things about him that she's already known by heart. She knows his daily routine already. She knows every single thing he's doing and his activity with Dj too.

Out of all the things that she could wish for right now, he is above all. Yes, he is above all.

"Me??" Yes, you.

She just want to see you. Having meals at your favourite spots, munching on boxes of Rocky together, going out for movies, ermm...what else? Ah, she can't recall things that you usually did together, for it has been almost 7-8 months ago!

She's stopped counting days. She's stopped hoping. She's stopped all her wishful thinking. There's nothing else that she could wish for but to see you, and to feel you for real.

"Mais...quand?" She asked herself.

Hey, You.

I felt like I’ve known her for life for the first time I saw her.

She’s my reflection. We share almost everything in common. We pointed out to the same beautiful blouse from afar when we were walking together. We have somehow the sme approach in teaching and managing our anger towards the students, we like the same food, we share the same interest; wait, no. Not really. She doesn’t play sports like I do. “akak memang kaki bangku,” her favourite self-proclaim.

I miss her. I hope she's doing great there.

Before she left, she gave me these...

this hub...

the envelope of Kapersky anti-virus. Yes, just the envelope; and the mask that has been hanging on her notice board, i believe since the H1N1 aftermath; that is before I was called to apply here, i suppose.

and soon, I'm leaving my hub too. Yes, very soon.
*yeah, it's messy, I know*

:)

This is deep. Thank you le Beau. I heart you, nevertheless. :)