new semester

this new semester that is starting i don't know when, i'm taking 5 subjects. i think with 2 final papers, both are counseling. shit. through out the 4 years of my degree, i've taken 50 subjects including these new 5 subjects! oh me lord. friggin 50 subjects? for degree? now i feel like going back to school. to study the same subjects for 2-3 years and sit for the exam. huhu. oh oh, i shold not be whining about this. this is my last semester! yeay! after 4 years of struggle and i don't know. i don't want to recall on what have been done within this 4 years of studying. my friends know the feelings of being crazy and totally out of control. i just didn't know what to feel anymore when i had to cover all the chapters that had never been revised through out the semester. that is the 'rewards' for being so lazy and haha! we were like maniacs whenever it comes to final exam especially for counseling papers. haha! so sad so sad yet so funny. i even sometimes gambled on my paper by doing it half-heartedly *don't do this*. ow shit! but thanks to god. i've never been ordered by Him to repeat any paper yet. i hope i will not have to. huhu~

and oh, i don't know what's wrong with my Yahoo messenger. i can't open it! daymn! i've reinstalled everything and waaala! it still couldn't be opened! shit.

and ili, where are you? i need to talk with you. i mean ym-ing with you. this bloody YM is such a troublesome!