Hey, you! Mr. Inaccessible.

This Is Not a Review

Well, it started when I tried to entertain a friend in FB. But this song is just mesmerizing to me that I'm pretty sure it's going to maim my night tonight.



I first heard this song in a the movie Wickerpark at my sister's house. Well, that movie also somehow created a bond between my sister's friend at that time who happens to be her fiance now; and me. I mean, I enjoy movies that are not cliche, in which we can never expect the story line let alone the ending. This movie gave such a deep impact to my sister and I when our assumption was nothing at all close to the line. Oh, back to the bond I mentioned earlier. He introduced us the movie and urged us to watch it. "It's a good movie" - that was his claim. He lent us the DVD and after watching it, I must say that he is one of the guys whom I know has a very high taste in selecting movies for favourite. And I just have to say this; this movie uses a pair of heels as the symbolism. Well, shoes and me - we are always meant to be. But that is not the reason for my love toward this movie. Well, with some dancing, it's just a coincidence. But I adore the shoes used in that movie. Mind you, even though I mentioned shoes, this movie is not the flick chic type of movie. Nothing close to that. For those who haven't watched it, I'm not going to tell you more about the movie for 1) I'm not good at describing and 2)I'd love you to go watch it for your own sentiment (if you feel want to).

"Passion never dies."

And knowing me, to look good soundtracks of movies that suit my ears is one possible crazy obsession to fill one of my traits. "Strange and Beautiful" is one of them.

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart, unseen.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see, lyric's top
And you'll realise that you love me.

Yeah...
Yeah...

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...

Yeah...
Yeah...
Yeah...
Yeah...

*Yeah..currently obsessed with.

Posting

uhurrmmm *clear throat*

Dengan sukacitanya dimaklumkan saya telah ditempatkan mengajar ke Negeri Pahang Darul Makmur.

Saya dimita melapor diri dan menghadiri taklimat di SMK Seri Semantan, 28400 Mentakab.

Lihat di situ, 28400 MENTAKAB. Tempat kelahiran tu..Tempat yang kami tinggalkan pada 1997.

Seronoknye dapat balik tempat lahir..

Tapi dilema nye sekarang ni ialah..UniKL pun nak...KPM pun sama...yang mana satu pilihan kalbu? Saya ni boleh tahan ambitious jugak orangnye sebenarnya. Ish!

*Btw, boleh pulak buat announcement macam ni kan? Takpe, baru la senang kawan-kawan aku nak tau aku dapat posting kat mana kan. Korang mesti tanya jugak nanti kan..hurmm..*

Sangat monotone sekarang ni..

Happy New Year

Sempena tahun baru ini, saya berazam untuk memajukan diri saya. Dia dah bagi jalan, tugas saya adalah untuk memanfaatkan jalan yang diberi itu sebaik mungkin. InsyaAllah.

Jom la kita sama-sama maju! :D

*teringat zaman sekolah dulu. Bila Maal Hijrah, cikgu suruh masuk nasyid*

It lasts for a week in silence.

Well...

I got this superb news on last Friday. I was so grateful for the Merciful Allah listened to my prayers. I don't know why but I wanted this opportunity so much. After the Zohor prayer, I once again told Him things that I wanted. And this is one of the good things a human can ask from the Creator.

As I finished my prayer, I checked my mailbox. I had not checked it for days as it is usually a list of vacancies from JobStreet. Somehow, there's an urge in me telling me to check my mailbox on that day. There was a latest mail received - Re: additional information, sent today (Friday at 12.27 pm). I've dealt with the subject (additional information; twice. Hence I presumed that maybe they need something else this time). I opened it without expecting anything at all.

As I was reading the first line, I was gasping. My jaw dropped a bit, and my eyes was like popping out from the sockets. I looked ugly in that face. I had not finished reading the first line when my phone rang. An unfamiliar number appeared but I could guess the place of the call made by looking at the city codes. I was excited and couldn't even speak properly to the person on the other line. Yes, it's the HR of the place. He just got back from the Friday prayers, I presume as it was 2.30 pm. He called me as he saw no response followed his email to me. Like hello, you emailed me just before you went to the mosque. It was 2 hours back. I believed that he must too, be very happy with the news that he brought me. He's such a nice guy. We talked for a while, I listened to things that I'd just read the first line, and I asked permission to hung up. I just couldn't talk for I was so excited and my heart beat like I've just done my one big lap of jogging after years of not doing it. No, it's even faster. I told my mom, unbelievably, my sister and my father. When everything was in its place, I called the HR back to get more details regarding the offer. He told me, "you are now the new staff of MIMET." and I think he could hear me smiling all way long.

I did not tell anybody but my family about this happy news. Not even my friends, SailorBoy or anybody. I have no answer for why, here. But I think as I am writing, all the significant people whom I think deserve to know about my whereabouts are informed with this news either from me or my Facebook.

For that event,

I would like to thank Adib, Mun and Kakteng for accompanying me to the interview and also checking up the place. In which reminds me that I got a summon ticket for speeding in Manjung that was informed last night. Okay, and also to my mentor, Kak Sanisah for telling me to just write in to any colleges and university that I wish to work for. Or else, I wouldn't get the opportunity to be called for the interview in the first place even though there are several places that did not give any feedback towards my applications. And to our regular visitor at the office, En. Azhan for being such a daddy telling me these and that including all the relevant and irrelevant topics of life. Not to forget all my colleagues who had given sufficient guides regarding career path in this field. I am glad to be surrounded by generous people who never stop sharing and telling me the ups and downs, the dos and don'ts in this new world of mine.

Eh, this sounds like I've just received an award, huh? No no. Not just yet. This is the real beginning to me in stepping in this new path. I am not to see or even dream about the outcomes yet. All I have to do is, to start fresh for this coming new year.

Okay. I think that's all for tonight. I should be sleeping as tomorrow errr..2 - 3 hours from now, I need to get up for sahur. Yes, it's nearAwal Muharam. Puasa sunat. :)

Dang. I was already sleepy when I wanted to write this. This is bad. Niteynite!

Taknak tau Pun takpe

Tadaaa~

Look at my header! Well, yeah..I’ve just got too much time to kill this time around and yes, everyday I need to come out with new activities; or not so new. Hence, I did some browsing and Adobe-ing and walla! Bukan apa, saja je. I think I need to inject some energy in here for me to keep my stories.

Why didn’t I just use the templates that I can find anywhere in the web? Sometimes I just don’t like the layouts where the arrangement of the boxes might not according to my taste, the theme itself might not represent me or well, maybe I just don’t want to be seen having the same layouts as anyone else’s. Okay, okay these are just petty things that I shouldn’t talk about, I think.

But, hurrrmm..one thing leads to another. Actually I feel like talking now but everybody in this house is already asleep. Here we go.

I notice that I’m the person who avoids things that everybody is crazing about. It’s not that I’m trying to avoid. How to say it eh? Oh, I’ll lose my interest in things that everybody goes fanatic for. In some cases, I’ll be called as out-dated for being that way. You know, not knowing the in thing? Yes, I could be that single person who does not know bout the in thing. When I say this, I don’t mean that I’ll be losing my interest on everything that people craze about. I mean there are several things that affect me that way that I shall keep to myself. For example, when I was little (it’s in 90’s). Do you remember the London Boy watch that the face of the watch will change its colour according to the temperature? It came in two sizes – big and small. Discard it! Stop trying so hard to recall if you don't know! But I remember at that time, everybody in my school ( I mean almost everybody whom I knew) was wearing that watch. I didn’t give a damn to it. Really. I did not even ask my father to get me one, except for my brother. He asked my father to buy him that watch, really bad and you know, being the two kids n the family made me happened to have that watch too as my father didn’t want me to show that scary long face of mine without knowing that, hello, Abah, I didn’t want the watch! I didn’t even know that he bought it for me! But eventually, I myself got excited every time the watch changed its colours and I would report to my brother to compare the colour with his! Well, my point is, I have that weird manner sometimes. Up until now. Rarely.

Okay okay, what a ramble!

By the way, I’d like to tell you that there’s one road in Seri Iskandar, Perak that I call as ‘literally bumpy road’. It is called such because of the bumpy effect it gives while you’re driving along that road as compared to the previous roads you'd have passed. There’s something about this road…I think I’m going to be on that ‘literally bumpy road’ for coming years.

Hurm..it rains here tonight. It could be a sign that, “hey, it’s gonna rain for days, yo!”.

Ahlan wa Sahlan ~

Hello. Hey lo. Halu.

InsyaAllah, SailorBoy or Seri Balqis - the vessel that he is in; is now heading to Fujairah and scheduled to anchor there on 14th December 2009. Hurmmm...let's see..where it is..

clicklickclick!! best~

The vessel will enter the Balhaf Terminal on the 18th.

click to enlarge

The terminal is in between Al Mukalla and Zinjibar. Not so interesting there, but click for the link of the image.

While looking for the images of the port, I bumped into more interesting images or I'd say information regarding this LNG traffics and the business they are doing. (MISC and Yemen LNG Co. Ltd. - ini pun baru je tau nama Yemen company ni).

By the way, why do I trouble myself, getting myself busy looking for the images of the locations and the ports he's going to? Bukan ape, I'd like to look at the same sky, same ocean, same port, same tanks, same pipes and all the things that he's looking at or going to look at when he reaches the places. He gets to see it for real, let me see it just in the pictures. :")

And oh, by the way, I remembered when he told me, "port Yemen tak siap-siap lagi, that's why kapal tak keluar lagi," (He's been 'floating' in Miri for 2 and half months - beginning two weeks before Aidilfitri). Now I just knew that Balhaf port was ready for the production of LNG on October, 15th 2009. Click here for more information. It's interesting to read!

It's a 4.5 billions investment and my man is involved in it? I'm proud of him! Even though he's not the owner of the vessels involved or the port itself. But he's having his hands on completing the project. Erk ~

bonk! bonk! make way pleeeaaaseee!!! dong! dong! knocking the body of the vessel. "sayang, I know you're in there!! hi!!" image from here .tq!

But no, he's not there in the black tank. He's down further in the water, in the hull. That's where he works. :)

When Seri Balqis reached Balhaf, I believe that the LNG will be piped up into Seri Balhaf - the vessel owned by the Yemen LNG Co. Ltd. That means, he's not going to the USA for further LNG traffic, I supposed. Seri Balhaf will do it. So sayang, nanti boleh balik cepat!!

This is Seri Balhaf, Seri Balqis's friend. He's a vessel of the Yemeni Governent. There's something about this boy. Want to know more about him? click here!

see? "Port Kelang" rubber stamp on his body. Is he built in Kelang or Japan?

Jalan-jalan

Yo! saye baru balik dari berbowling dan membeli-belah ringkas.

Ok...

Aku pun taktau la kenapa aku seronok evrytime nak berbowling padahal aku tak pernah pun menang kalau berbowling. Jangankan menang, jatuhan pin ke-2 tertinggi pun jarang-jarang je. Mungkin itu lah dia salah satu game yang boleh dikatakan semua orang suka main or yang boleh dilakukan secara spontan lepas jalan-jalan di mall ataupun makan ataupun bershopping. I'm just not good at indoor games. Lainkali kalau nak ajak aku main, ajak la main netball ke, paintball ke, wall climbing ke. Ala..mana-mana yang outdoor sikit la. Hah, kat situ, barulah terserlah ketangkasan aku yang taklah seberapa ni :P. Tadi memang lah aku kalah. Jatuhan pin tak sampai 100 pun. Tak macam dulu. Actually I was thingking of going for archery. Aku agak yakin yang dekat bowl lanes tu ada archery. Tapi eh aku lupa daa..yang ada itu ialah bowl lanes yang di Megamall Kuantan. Warga Kuantans or kawan-kawan yang pernah buat Pre-Degree ngan aku kat Kuantan dulu ~ ingat tak? Betul la kan kat Megamall tu yang ada tempat archery kan?

Lepas tu, Pergi Guardian plak. Ini lagi satu tempat yang aku alah sikit selain dari Watson's. Bak kata Siti Adeb, tak pernah lagi beliau jumpa orang yang akan berbelanja agak banyak kalau masuk ke kedai-kedai macam ni walaupun hanya singgah - singgah saja. Iye. Itu lah saya. Entah macam-macam menda saya beli. Kadang-kadang benda yang tak berfaedah pun. Hihi. Tadi berhabis agak banyak la jugak membeli food supplements dan juga, hand sanitizer yang Eskulin tu. Ha, sekecik-kecik tu pun aku beli je. Kalau ikutkan, Eye Mo moist dan beberapa benda lain seperti berus gigi, feminine wash, dan ape tah lagi aku dah ambik dah tadi tapi letak balik sebab rasa-rasa macam tak cukup bajet je. And the most important thing is, I came to my sense that I don't really need them pun. Bagus tak?? ::D Tapi ada jugak barang yang perlu tadi. Err.. tapi takpe la. Hold back dulu. ;P. Tunggu last gaji masuk next week kot. InsyaAllah..

Baiklah. Saya nak err..saya nak buat menda lain plak..

Oh, malam esok ada appointment di 'Spa Q' pulak. Terlupa ada sehati berdansa. Orang tu kata malam esok free, saya pun on je lah. Ish!

Tersekat

saya rasa nak meletop!!

I just feel bad after letting someone down. But I need to tell the truth. I deserve it.



Tapi sekarang hati saye gundah gulana. Campur pulak dengan paranoid. Ugh!

Bebelan Rawak

Malam ni saya pegi McD untuk mendapatkan Prosperity burger yang dah lama sangat dah diidam-idamkan disebabkan tak berkesempatan nak menjamah beliau. Tak, bukan nak cerita pasal Prosperity burger. Semua orang dah tau kot rasa dia.

On the way balik tadi, ternampak la sorang pakcik ni menunggang motor dengan anaknye membonceng di belakang. Anak pakcik ni bukannye besar pun. Ada la dalam size budak-budak umur 4-6 tahun (aku taktau nak cakap size budak-budak zaman sekarang. Macam ramai je yang dah oversized. terlebih zat barangkali). Masa nampak tu, teringin je nak cakap,

"aii, pakcik? pakcik sorang je ke pakai helmet? anak pakcik ni kepala dia kebal sangat ke?"

Bukan la saye nak mintak something bad happens to them. Tapi tidak ke bahaya tu pakcik, kalau tiba-tiba anak pakcik tu termengantuk ke lalu tersengguk ke belakang dan terlepaskan pegangan tangan dia dari pinggang pakcik yang tak berapa nak ramping tu?

Bahaya, bukan? Sangat Bahaya.

Satu lagi aku pantang ni kalau menunggang motor beriringan. (bengang2 ni kene cakap aku. tadi bengang sikit je). Perlu ke dik, abang, pakcik (biasenya kategori ni yang seronok seiring semotor ni) nak beiringan di tengah2 jalan? Bukan ke korang semua nak pergi ke tempat yang sama? So apa kata bila dah sampai destinasi nanti, hah sembang lah sampai tak sedar motor kene curi pun. Kalau pun korang bukan ke destinasi yang sama, silalah consider pengguna jalan raya yang lain. Perlu la kan nak lapangkan jalan di depan kamu tu selapang-lapangnye. Laluan motor kan kat sebelah kiri jalan? Bukan SEPARUH kiri jalan.

Dah lah. Nak tidur.

Aku memang cepat baran kalau aku memandu seiring dengan orang yang ntah ape-ape yang melampau! Tapi nasib baik lah aku dapat mengawal baran itu dengan jayanya sekali.

My Issue

Toldcha, I'm quite half of a paranoia.
When significant friends of mine act strangely,
I'll be pointing my finger to...


....


....


....


no, not you.


to myself.


At the end of the day, I'll get my heart and mind aching. Miserably sometimes.

Dong Dong!

My cat died and I quickly poured myself some gin
Did she die from old age or was it for my sins
God I loved her oh so much
Miss her little kitty touch
Does she miss me does she care
Oh I miss her kitty stare
Do you have a little time
Would you like to ease my mind
Talk for hours and never stop
Chop your head off
Be a lighter person
Brighter person nicer
But you've heard it all before

So ding dong
There's the doorbell hello man in white
He's gonna make you all well
Getcha through the night
But hey now
You don't feel better
As you take your fresh bromide
Maybe this man of letters lied

Let me tell you 'bout a dream I had the other night
You were in it boy you sure gave me a super fright
I was walking down the street
Downtown by the DMV
You popped out behind a door
It was odd you were on all fours
Do you have some time to spare
You were barking at a bear
It said hey you'd better stop
Chop your head off
Be a lighter person
Brighter person
Nicer
But you've heard it all before

So ding dong
There's the doorbell
Hello man in red
He's gonna make you all well
Getcha into bed
But hey now
You don't feel better
As you wake and slowly rise
Maybe this smooth jet-setter lied

Stick around one minute more
I'm smarter than you think
Do I sound like an old bore
Oh man it's just the drink
I didn't always hit the gin
There were times when I fit in
They'll never know how much I tried
Did I tell you my cat died
Do you have a little time
Would you like to feel sublime
Run away and never stop
Chop your head off
Be a lighter person
Brighter person
Nicer
But you've heard it all before

So ding dong
There's the doorbell
Hello man in black
He's gonna make you all well
There's no going back
But hey now you don't feel better
As you drift off in the tide
Maybe this jack the ripper lied
And you died

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.