Appreciation

Muhammad Adam Kane Yong.

Its good to get in touch with him back. He has been missing in action for months and years. He comes and goes. Macam biskut, I told him. Last night we had a quick IM and got updated with our current numbers. He has been travelling a lot. We have been like this for like err..since I was in my semester 1 doing my pre-degree in Kuantan. I was 18 then.And he was still a Chinese. Now he is a Muslim for 2-3 years if I get it right, married with the girl that he had been talking about to me and now the have a son, Michael (I think I spell it right).

He knows all my secrets, affairs and what not. He knows about all my exboyfriends - Malay, half-Javanese, Christian-Indian, the same age and 10 years older. Hahaha. And of course the current one. He knows things that I don't know about myself. He is my friendly neighbourhood botakman, he said. He is meticulous. He would interrogate me for every possible single details about any feelings that I had. He helped me to make decision from the view of an adult when I was younger. Even now he still lecture me like I am a sweet little girl whenever he gets the chance. He says I am yet to see the world. He said this years ago and said it again last night. I don't know when exactly I am going to see the world. But the most important thing is, and thing that he gets it right for being knowing me all this while, he said that I am adventerous. I like that. I am adventerous. People may not see it how but I know I am. And Adam knows that. Of all the problems and stupidities I have been telling him, he came out with a conclusion - I am adventerous. Yet, he teaches me to be realistic and practical that some of the adventures that I am about to jump in might not be necessary for me.

It might not be vital for him, but I really appreciate his existance in my chapters. I appreciate all the characters appeared in my chapters. Even though they come and go. Whether they stay with me or they just go. I appreciate them. I appreciate all of you for being in my story. Because I always have learnt, am learning and will always learn from you in subtle ways. Thank you.

Well, I know. I am schmaltzy.

And by the way, Adam Kane is 33. Yes, I think I can make friends with older people very well. ;p